Spiritual Warfare

Date : 18th March 208
Time : 9.58PM
Listening to : Some songs played very loud by neighbors... =.=!
Where : MC - room

I have been in a spiritual dump lately. Took a turn for the worse yesterday. 2 really good friends talked to me. Quite a roller coaster ride actually. Then Quiet Time today, God spoke.

Luke 22:31,32
Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you turned back, strengthened your brothers.

I know it's for Simon but this verse jumped out from the passage. Like what Uncle Kevin always said to us youth... a verse, when needed, will jump up from the many passages. That's when God speaks. And the last part, I really felt it. When you turned back, strengthened your brothers. Been reading Adrian's blog after Ye asked me too. I guess I just have to take it as a lesson. And I really don't want to be like this anymore cos' I am so sick of it. When you are so spiritually stagnant, you feel that the whole world stops. In my case, it does ok. And I don't like it. I know what Ju said was right. No one said it's easy anyway. And I really should stop having that mindset:"Takperla...balik Melaka rehab..." Cos if I want to get back up, I really should start now. Not going to blame the situation here. Not going to blame anyone. It's me. And everytime I read the part where Peter denied Jesus 3 times, it hit me pretty hard when the Bible says, The Lord turned and looked straight at Peter. I really will not be able to phantom how much sadness could possibly be seen in Jesus' eyes.

That's why I want to get back up and be a strong Christian again.

And in support for my flash lecturer who took away my Morrocco's dream...=.=! Please check out the game that he scripted and supposrt him for the competition!

AHBONK!

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