The Oldies Hunks...

Date : 18th January 2008
Time : 12.28AM
Listening to : Next Time I Fall - Peter Cetera & Amy Grant
Where : Room - MC

Suddenly feel like writing. Not gonna update pasal our shopping trip and staying over at Dee's place stuff yet. I am completely drowned in the oldies fever right now. Sometimes I wished I was born in the 50's or something so that I made it in time just for the 6o's and 70's. Who knows I might just meet hunks that can sing like Peter Cetera or the lead from Breath. And I will leave happily ever after. Sigh~! And imagine the songs that they will sing to me man. It will make my heart flutter like crazy. Even their fashion in the 60's and 70's will make me melt.

WHY LAR I WAS BORN IN 1986~!?!

Aduhai...sedihnyer diriku ini. Thank God I was born a Pieces. At least I am good at imagining and dreaming stuff. There was once I told Yen that I wish I was in the 60's and 70's. And then all my world will be in sepia colour. Then she turned and looked at me like this ---> =.-! Then she said, "It's the photographs that made them sepia la!". I know... sajer. But I wish things are like how it was. I think life would be so nice then. Somehow I am under the impression that the 50's=70's are more tranquil padahal wars were raging. =.=!

I think I am better off staying in Cameron Highlands. Don't ask why. That's probably my fav. place in Malaysia. Freakin awesome to be up there. No shopping malls. ^^Y... Gah... Never mind me... I am just being random. Gotta go off. Have to wake up early for worship. CNY coming, can't wait to go home for reunion.

Next Time I Fall in Love

(By : Peter Cetera & Amy Grant)

Love like a road that never ends
How it leads me back again
To heartache
Ill never understand
Darling I put my heart up on a shelf
till the moment was right and I told myself
Next time I fall in love
Ill know better what to do
Next time I fall in love
Ooo ooo ooo ooo ooo ooo
The next time I fall in love
The next time I fall in love
It will be with you

Now as I look into your eyes
Well I wonder if its wise
To hold you
Like Ive wanted to before
Tonight ooo I was thinking that you might
Be the one who breathes life in this heart of mine

Next time I fall in love
Ill know better what to do
Next time I fall in love
Ooo ooo ooo
The next time I fall in love
The next time I fall in love
(it will be with you)

Next time Im gonna follow through
And if it drives me crazy
I will know better why
The next time I try

Next time I fall in love
Ill know better what to do
Next time I fall in love
Ooo ooo ooo
The next time I fall in love
The next time I fall in love

-chen-
[12.51AM]

Nothing but your blood, King Jesus

Date : 10th December 2008
Time : 9.01PM
Listening to : Nothing but your blood - Matt Redman
Where : Room - MC

Nothing but Your Blood

Your blood speaks a better word
Than all the empty claims I’ve heard upon this earth
Speaks righteousness for me
And stands in my defense
Jesus it’s Your blood
What can wash away our sins?
What can make us whole again?
Nothing but the blood
Nothing but the blood of Jesus
What can wash us pure as snow?
Welcomed as the friends of God
Nothing but Your blood
Nothing but Your blood King Jesus

Your cross testifies in grace
Tells of the Father’s heart to make a way for us
Now boldly we approach
Not by earthly confidence
It’s only Your blood

We thank You for the blood
We praise You for the blood

Nothing but Your blood
Nothing but Your blood King Jesus

(Matt Redman)

-chen-
[9.03PM]

It's a beautiful day

Date : 23rd May 2008
Time : 4.20PM
Listening to : I cried for you - Katie Melua
Where : Room - MC

It's a beautiful day today. Dunnoe why... Just a sudden feeling. Currently alone at home, waiting for parents to reach. Apparently they were still in Malacca. Nevermind lah... I'll wait. Anyway, just now I stumbled upon Heath Ledger's tribute video. Sigh... I kinda miss him. It's really too bad he had to go so early. Love the song that went along with it. I cried for you - Katie Melua.

This morning, Melissa came over to get her Nikon D60 camera. Had quite a chat. Realized that we haven't been hearing from some of our old friends. Aih... And also sharing the same view. I dunnoe, sometimes when I tried to push myself to do more, the thought of things are going to end soon will always come back to me. I have no idea why and so don't ask why. But I guess eventually I will snap out of it and do it in the end. =.-... Sometimes I will have unnecessary thoughts.

Really nothing much to blog about. Hmmm... But yea, I will be having my Photography final project. The topic that I've chosen is "A Story told through Body Language".... Not very sure yet la... Hopefully I'll get the right people to model for me. For Videography... my group will be doing "Teo Chew Mui" la... Long Fatt in Kampung Pantai in Mlacca. Not very sure if any Malaccan knows where it is. Just behind Jonker Street la.

Just now watched a videoclip from a movie. Reminded me of someone very silly lah. Haha... Dunnoe. Lol... Kla...wanna cabut d. Will post bout Pangkor later!

You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you

But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They never understand why

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

I'll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me

I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
That beauty need only be a whisper

In Memory of Heathcliff Andrew Ledger.

-chen-
[4.45PM]

Cut the rope and float away with my balloons~!

Date : 11th April 2008
Time : 10.22PM
Listening to : Nothing
Where : Malacca-Room

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~! Finished flash project wei~! Tak sangka aku...Migraine whole nite, pia whole nite, tak tido whole nite, akhirnya bisa habis jua...... I really didn't expect to finish every single "possible" outcomes for whatever user choices that might turn out to be. But I guess, biasa d la...Takper la... But anyway, during presentation, my flash din work. Couldn't figure out why. I shouldn't have publish it again la. Font wasn't found so everything lari. But surprise, surprise, I was calmer that how I usually would be when things went wrong. Takder panic sampai mau nangis and all. But eventually, with Chris' lappie, I managed to transfer the fonts from the net and republish it again. I even thought of barging into Mac Lab and publish my file there sebab I know they have Nilland font there~! Eventually, everything turned out well. Thank God!!!

And then, after that, ehehehehe... As promised by Hazmer, he chia-ed us eat sushi at his fav restaurant, Sushi Zanmai. I think I visited that place more than I 've visited Sushi King. It's good la really. Price was ok. I usually won't go unless my classmates wanna go la. But today...muahahahaah! Makan alot man.... And get to try alot stuff that I've not tried before except...for the baby octopus...eeeyeerrrr...... And macam biasa...say full d still got things inside my mouth. Darn glutton max wei... But thanks yea Hazmer.

Back in Malacca for now. 2 more subs to go and walah! Free from this term. Anyway, had a couple of silly laughter in class today. Vomit metaphor... =.=! Cut the rope or climb the rope. I think when I cut rope, I will be floating away with my balloons...whatever that means. Haha...

Guess nothing much left to say in this entry la. But yea, girl, if you read my blog, please, do cheer up. Not easy to do, but climb that bloody rope. You'll make it. Or cut the rope and float with thy balloons~... and not fall into the unknown as claimed by my lecturer. =.=!

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide

Sometimes when we touch - Dan Hill

Wokie! Cabut pi tido dulu~! 24 jam sih tak tido!

-chenli-
[11.08PM]

Run

Date : 30th March 2008
Time : 10.09PM
Where : MC - Room
Listening to : Run - Snow Patrol

Aih...Left around 2 weeks before the break comes... Bad and good in a way... Anyway, I've been listening to Run by Snow Patrol lately.. Great song. But I love the acoustic cover by this guy also.


By Snow Patrol


By a guy that I dunnoe but great cover.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Anyway...back to my work I guess...

-chen-
[8.11PM]

Come what may

Date : 28th March 2008
Time : 1.37PM
Where : MC - Room
Listening to : Come What may - Moulin Rouge

Finally watched Moulin Rouge a few days back. I know I know..lambat kan... But it's a great show with great art direction and scene transition. Touching. But hate the way she died in the end. Cliche. =.=! But sad in a way. I feel for Ewan.



I like how they did a new rendition for some of the songs in this movie.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

-chen-
[1.40PM]

I don't want to deal with it

Date : 10th August 2007
Time : 1.00AM
Listening to : Rain...again.
Where : Home - Malacca

Nothing much to say. Wasn't allowed to say. And i seriously don't know if I am okay mentally since this is the 4th time already. And only once i actually felt so devastated. This time, I just said, "Don't tell me about it. I don't want to know". I am so not gonna deal with this man. I will be off to KL this Monday. When I come back, YOU BETTER FREAKIN BE ALIVE! I am so not considerate now. Not that you read my blog too. But I will keep to my promise. But you better be there man.

Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you, (O-Ooo)
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
[Cancer lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
By counting down the days to go.
It just ain't livin'
And I just hope you know,

That if you say,
Good-bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you... (Whoa-oh-oh)

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you...

Cancer - MCR

This song is not meant for you. You will get past this. Then, we can go Penang bersama-sama after that. You better freakin hang on in that OR!

I will pray for you. I am so sorry i brushed everything off with jokes and stuff. I don't want to deal with it. I am so sorry.

*I will not entertain comments on this post except for GA if you have any*

-chen-
[1.20AM]

Red

Date : 9th August 2007
Time : 1.23AM
Listening to : The rain.....
Where : Room - Malacca

I guess red IS my favorite color when it comes to hair. Second time. Same colour. I went to the salon with my sister. She chose...somewhat copper-ish and i was looking at either purple-ish indigo to red. My dear "Calvin", you are so gonna get it from "Hobbes" when i meet you one of these days. You were rolling on the floor laughing i suppose. C'mon!!!! Red streaks are like tiger stripes ok? And Hobbes NEVER lose.Hoho...One day, i will sell my phone off. And get a phone without a camera. -.-! Anyway, i can't find a song to describe my mood today. I can't believe there's no RED song man. -.-! Takper. Let's settle down with August. Andrew, i haven't heard this song yet, but the lyrics, not bad ah? *Grinz*

august
i'll see you soon
under yellow moons
where i'll gather what's left of you

and august
i'm on your side
or did i speak too soon?
now we've crossed the great divide

someday we will meet beyond the stars
and it'll be away from here
someday we'll meet beyond the time and the bars
and it will be away from here

august
august of last year
before the leaves disappeared
told me you were not the one

august
something in your eyes
or was it that July
told me not to take it to heart

someday we will meet beyond the stars
and it will be away from here
someday we will meet beyond the limits of who we are
and it will be away from here

someday we will meet beyond the stars
and it'll be away from here
someday we'll meet beyond the land that you call miles away
away from here

August - Rilo Kiley

This song quite random. Will try to find out how it sounds like. Ok. Ta!

-Chen-
[1.44AM]

Street Map

Street Map - Athlete

I would like to think our paths are straight
Disconnected from the choices we make
That there is no reason why it can't be like you said

One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

I would like someone to make a map
Mark my home and draw some lines that match
All of the reasons why
It can be like you said

One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

I don't know when
I don't know why
I don't know when
I don't know why

One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

But all that I know is it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

I love this song... Seriously... Sigh... But made me quite sad also la...

I can only imagine...

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When Your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for You Jesus or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine

The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance

Ppl~! This song very nice ler... sorry la...too much lyrics in the blog d...but really nice maaaa~!

I never said I'd lie in wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or at the last thing
I see..
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or at the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall…If I fall…(Down)

At the end of the world
Or at the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are forever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are forever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

How Great is Our God - Chris Tomlin

The splendor of a King,
clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in Light,
and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

*How great is our God,
sing with me How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Name above all names
Worthy of all praise
My heart will sing

How great is our God (x2)
How great is our God,
sing with me How great is our God,
and all will see How great, how great is our God (x3)

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

A song dedication~

And I'd give up forever to touch you,'
Cause I know that you feel me some how.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.

Chorus:-

And I don't want the world to see me,'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

Chorus:-

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am......

Dedicated to an unseen, untouchable and "when i tutup mata only can see" person.... Super hard to dream... Liaooo.... Fantasy* Fantasy*...Blink Blink....

When I am lost in your eyes - Gibson Debbie

So jiwang man... Super nice~

I get lost in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind..
Is it love that I am in?

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And now I know'
Cause when I'm lost I can't let go

CHORUS:
I don't mind not knowing what I'm heading for
You can take me to the skies...
It's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

I just fell,
don't know why
Something's there we can't deny...
And when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you

And if I can't find my way
If salvation seems worlds away
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost in your eyes

CHORUS:
I don't mind not knowing what I'm heading for
You can take me to the skies...
Oh it's like being lost in heaven
When I'm lost in your eyes

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost in your eyes