Foolish idiot.

Date : 3rd November 2009
Time : 9.52PM
Listening to : Came to my rescue - Hillsong
Where : Room - Bandar Utama

I don't know how the heck I can endure this long. It's never easy. You. Yes YOU. Coward. Shallow. Irresponsible. And I have no idea how I can still stand you and bloody sayang you this much. Yes You. Only you. Stupid idiot. You cannot counter affection with hate. So stop trying to make me hate you. It's futile. If it works I would have hated you a long time ago and not watched your back all these while. You stupid crazy fool!!!!!!! So sooooooooooo foolish. Can't you do this the proper way? Must you try to be hurtful? Yer! Where got people so foolish one! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 

No. I am not even close to being mad at you now. Nothing is worth losing a friend. Pity. It' your call if you can accept the situation or not.

-chen-

[10.13PM]

GGAHHHHHHHHHHH

Date : 19th September 2009
Time : 5.10PM
Listening to : UP soundtrack - Married Life by Michael Giacchino
Where : Room - MC

Gaahaahhhh! I know! It's been so long since I last blogged here. Sometimes I do randomly dropped some thoughts down at Tumblr. But neway... graduated for about a month edi. Everything went well. One of these days when I have the time and energy I might just post up some photos of the whole grad campaign. Fuh. Thank God it's over.

Gonna start work in another 2 weeks. Will be working in Immerse. Ogilvy and Mather actually called up but I had to decline. I don't think I wanna start off in a big company. Don't ask me why k. I feel more comfy with something smaller and tight knitted. Dee got the job though! XD

Guess this will be my last post in Mentari Court. I am all set to move out by next week. I am already missing most of my friends who left. Lately hung out only with male friends. No more girl friends around Mentari. X.X! And for 2 weeks in a row I had Wednesday movie session with Zafri and Sathom. Amir joined us this week. It was so hilariously fun.

I was annoyed on Thursday. GAH! But you know, I dunnoe wtheck is wrong with me I went ahead and purchased it anyway. x.x! Darn...babi...semacam. Kla! I gt pack! Ta!

-chen-
[5.17PM]

let's go

Date : 17th August 2009
Time : 10.46PM
Listening to : I live my life for you - Bon Jovi
Where : Room - MC

Okay chen, you heard him. Let's go. Don't loiter around. You're obviously not thinking right. Goodnight people.

-chen-
[10.56PM]

After all

Date : 15th August 2009
Time : 9.41AM
Listening to : After All - Collective Soul
Where : Room - MC

Ah...Keeping myself super busy so I won't think about things that will evoke unnecessary emotion.

We steal to lose every colour
From the sky
Then crawl as a child
While the shadows burn our eyes

We know there's no longer shine
On this burned out rainbow

Lately it seems we've been chasing
What times resolved
Maybe something means nothing here
After all

Whispers are now screams
This conclusion never ends
My pride with your kiss
Even angels cant defend

We know were running head on
Into our confusion

Still we hide safe behind these crumbled walls
Cause we know there's nothing here after all

After All - Collective Soul

God, will I remain like this forever? Please let me know. sigh... I am tired to be in this never ending circle. Don't think I can even cry anymore.


Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know

-chen-
[10.01AM]

Mak random

Date : 11th July 2009
Time : 10.31PM
Listening to : Better - Tom Baxter
Where : Zheng's Room - MC

Aih, so many things to write about but i dunnoe where to start. Just got back from Batch61&65's Graduation Ceremony. I felt so awkward wearing a dress there. Utterly foolish looking I feel. Especially when I was having lunch before going for the ceremony. Didn't really have much choice but to go cos' Chris and I were to receive an award each. Thank God I had her as companion at the same table. But I followed Liyana, Yoshiki and Clarissa there. But I lunched with Zheng, Zaf and also Kelvin. So freakin funny la during lunch cos we were playing this stupid question game. 

----------------------------------------Internet Down-----------------------------------------
Date : 13th July 2009
Time : 10.56AM
Listening to : Nothing
Where : Room - MC

But anyway, enough about the ceremony. My laptop crashed again yesterday. T_T But nothing much inside the lappie so it wasn't that bad la. I went for an in terview last Thursday. Hmmm... I don't think I did that well la. Initially, I felt rather bad about it because I think I may have give them a wrong impression. But after that, I decided that perhaps it's just not the right place for me to be. And it is not what I really want to do. But it is a really good agency. I am not too sure if I will be called back for a second interview but I am fine either way. Then on Friday, I met up with another agency's managing director in Starbucks. He interviewed me last term. And he offered me a job. He was really nice and he explained the job scope for me and really laid everything out in the open so that I know what I'll get myself into. And yeah, it fits what I am looking for. And I think it's a place where I could really learn from. I am not saying I can't learn from other places but the impression that I get from this agency is that I won't have to be in the rat race upon graduation. I really don't think I want to compete at this stage. I seriously have a lot of things to pick up from the industry people. And I want to learn because I want to learn. I don't want to be in a place that I need to learn because I know people expect me to learn. I really don't think it is healthy to learn like that. Okay, too much of a learn word. I don't know if you people understand what I am trying to put forth. But I've yet to accept any job offer yet. 

And yeah, life had been hectic. Still is. Haunted by weird dreams and graduation campaign. It's just so weird having all these dreams. Sheesh. Anyway, I really hope to go back to Malacca next week. I need some peace and tranquility~ *birds chirping* Ahem.. Ok neway... I miss you guys back in Malacca. Hope to see you people soon especially MGC-ians!

-chen-

[11.12AM]

36 hours of sleeplessness + driving = you have no idea....

Date : 29th June 2009
Time : 1.31AM
Listening to : Nothing
Where : Living Hall - Tanyus' Place

Haiiiiih~ What a weekend. We received news from Urbanscapes committee that they're releasing a booth for us to do fundraising. It was 11.30PM, Friday when we received the news and Urbanscapes was on Saturday. That means it was the next day la. t was such a rushed decision. The presidents and PR head discussed the issue online. TAKE IT or NOT? We decided we should since we were going to Urbanscapes anyway. Just that the plan changed to working there instead of you know... have a more relaxed trip. 

So what happened was, I packed up, borrowed Zaf's car, picked Julianto, Wahyu and Sathom at around 1.00AM and sped off to Ampang with Fadzil leading the way. We reached Dee's place at around 2.30AM. Went off for supper at McD till 3.00AM. Then we went bac to Dee's place, worked around the clock till 8.00AM. Freshened up and went off to KLPAC at9.00AM.

I drove one car and Fadzil drove another. Julianto and Sathom followed my car. And we got lost cos Fadzil's car was blocked by a truck and I lost track of his car. Sigh..again. Anyway, we managed to find our way after 45 minutes I think.

The event started from 10AM to 12AM. The 3 of us decided that we will stay until 5.00PM max. We didn't sleep the whole night and we felt that it was unwise to stay on till night. But... haih...we ended up staying till 8.30PM. We promoted our batch and graduation and everything. Urbanscapes is so fun la but we didn't have the chance to see things cos we were kinda stuck in our booth. We managed to catch a glimpse of some performances though.

Anyway, we packed up and left at 8.30PM. By then, I officially did not sleep for 35 hours or more already. Same goes for Julianto and Sathom. I thnk they stayed up longer than me. And so I had to drive home the same ppl back. And I got lost. AGAIN. I am certified not a KL person. I was so tired and my brain wasn't functioning due to the lack of sleep.

I must stress that I am usually not a reckless driver. But in KL, I am. I seriously am cos there are just too many things going on. And that night, coupled with the lack of sleep, I was seriously putting ppl's lives in danger. I almost bang ppl along the way. I couldn't concentrate and everytime I stopped at the red light, i will doze off and Sathom had to keep me awake. Yeah... I know...what the heck right? Sigh. So as we finally went the right way, Sathom just kept talking to me. I think he attempted to keep me awake. As we made a Uturn back to Julianto's house, I had a minor accident with the divider. Jolted everyone. X...X! Sigh. I safely dropped Julianto and Wahyu home after that.

Lepas tuuu, I dropped Sathom back at his place. Near Summit. Then when I drove back home, I drifted off a little and almost crashed the bridge divider. Thank God I realized it just in time. Oh my goodnesss... So scary la ok. Then when almost reaching home, I was so sure there weren't any cars la. So when I drove out to the junction, a motorcyclist crashed into me. I was so shocked. I kept apologizing, he kept apologizing. And since no one got hurt, we just went away. Thank God everyone was alright. 

By the time I reached home, I wanted to just drop dead on the bed and sleep. But I had to shower cos I felt so sticky and dirty la. I lost balance while walking 2 times and that kinda scared my bro. So after I showered, I went back to his room. He straight away off the light and made me go to bed. =.=! Which I did after...hehe...I counted the money. LOL.

Okla...Anyway, everything was good. And I'm sorry if Ive made anyone worried. But it's not like I had a choice la ok. And I am not a workaholic. Things just happen to be that way. Anyway, I gtg. I have another gallery thing tomorrow. Nite.

-chen-

[1.55AM]

Hey, how's the moon tonight?

Date : 19th May 2009
Time : 10.43PM
Listening to : Nothing
Where : Bro's room - MC

The moon was sick and went missing tonight. A while from now, you will go missing too. Why do you have to remind me about it? 2 years of preparation will not go to waste. I think I'll be okay.

-chen-
[10.46PM]

Jeeeezzzzzzzzzzz....

Date : 7th May 2009
Time : 1.20AM
Listening to : Everybody loves somebody sometime - Dean Martin
Where : Living Hall - Malacca

And so result came out yesterday. The day before, a friend asked if I was nervous. Actually, I wasn't. But I felt obliged to say, "I guess a little"... I think by saying I wasn't nervous would sound too cocky but the truth is, I wasn't nervous because I was busy playing PS2. =.=! But then again, thank the Lord that I passed the subjects.

It's getting pretty tiring lately. Some unresolved issues and all. But I finally got my license renewed. So, after driving illegally for almost a year, I can now not worry about breaking the law anymore. And I got my banking stuff done too. But guess what? I've not done my Final Project. Oh, gosh... Ok, I will stop pretending that I am worried about it because I am obviously not. Now, that's worrying.

Man, I can't believe that this coming Monday, my final term is gonna start soon. And then when it is all over, we will all be so separated. Okay, not exactly. Wahyu and Diana are still gonna be around and all. Jeez... I am quite *cannot find the word for it* about it cos' it's finally gonna be over soon and I am not sure what I'm gonna do after that. Sheeeshhhhhhhhh! I really don't know what to say. I feel like a headless thing lately. And how the heck did I type all these without my head?! GAH! I don't know what I am talking about! And I am gonna stop now! GOODBYE!

Oh oh, something to keep this thing alive

Date : 5th May 2009
Time : 12.52AM
Listening to : Barry Manilow - I can't smile without you
Where : Living Hall - Malacca

Ohkay, I haven't rant for a while now. And it was entirely Adrian's fault that I started ranting cos' I read your blog. Dong Dong bro! >:( Okay, I take back the word Dong Dong.

Anyway, I hate this. I really really do. Everything was fine okay. So yeah, everything was fine until it became UNfine. Eeeek! It annoys me. I mean it's been such long time since I last talked to her you know (last christmas actuially). And then she just had to say things that are so unpleasant. Urgh. Be thankful that I hate to yell at someone and make them squirm like, like a worm that I had in my mouth from that stupid guava. Gwaarsh... Btw, it wasn't entirely her fault I guess cos' I shouldn't have spoken to her about it anywayyyyyyyyyyyy.

Actually, I am fine now. I had my best friend listened to me rant about it for about 2 minutes and then I was okay. And it did me well having that ugh conversation that annoyed for about 3 minutes or so because, I did come to my senses after that. Don't ever tell her. Until I actually make something happened. Then tell her 3 years later and then, I will be able to say, "Hah! See! That was the last! And I made it!".

You guys have no idea what I was ranting about, don't you?

Neither do I.

Honestly, This happened this morning and it really doesn't bother me already by afternoon. I just need to keep this blog alive. Yay! ^^" Good topic huh?

-chen-
[1.05AM]

MARRIED?

Date : 13th April 2009
Time : 8.38PM
Listening to : Nothing
Where : Bro's Room - MC

Ohkay, so I heard from here and there about friends who got married and stuff. Yes yes...no big deal I know but I always go o.O <---- like this. I dunnoe why~! I mean, it's normal right ppl get married at the age of 22 and below. =.=! Yes lah..it is normal but this is what happened everytime I found out about another marriage.

Chen : Oh ma goodness... SIAPER??
Chen 2 : Yeh woman, you heard yourself right, DIA lah yang sudah kahwin.
Chen : Fuhlamak...normal ker kahwin so early?
Chen 2 : You yang tak normal. Everyone getting married or in a relationship and you lari from things like that.
Chen : No, tak normal langsung. So tied down. Nanti dok rumah jaga anak.
Chen 2 : =.=! True also. Darn ma fan....

=.=! No kidding man. I feel that it's so weird whenever I found out that my friends are married and some with child. (btw...dats freakin early lor in my opinion) But then again, that's just me. AND you knowwww.... aih...nevermind nevermind. When she gets married then I will blog about it. Anytime soon now. I mean, it seems just like yesterday you know, when we just got our SPM results and all and suddenly so many ppl married d. Aiyo... terperanjat aku.

But really, I will never understand the logic of marrying this early. Not saying that it's bad.... eik... I dunnoe. Ok, goodbye. Such weird topic.

Oh, btw.... I had such great weekend with my family. I haven't been hanging out this much with my sis for like the longest time. I love my family!

-chen-
[8.50pm]

Weird random role-playing conversation

Date : 11th April 2009
Time : 10.07AM
Listening to : The cars passing by
Where : Parents' Office - Malacca

Yeah... I'm back home from KL. I missed 2 days of classes. Game Art and Planning and also Advanced Web Design. I fell pretty sick on Monday night. And Tuesday night was a better. But Wednesday night, I had pretty high fever. My bro got sick first and he was sent home a week earlier. Now his throat bengkak and he couldn't really eat. I went and see the doctor on Thursday. Makan ubat d and went to class. Feel so drowsy. Before that I went for Wahyu's video class movie screening. Quite nice la. I was looking forward to watch "Wish" cos the poster is really appealing and nice. But it was too short. A bit disappointed cos' of the length. For such emotional drivenkind of short film,I think it's too short. The girl was really cute though. "The Unforgotten"'s poster looked interesting also. But then , hmmm... I dunnoe... Maybe it's the acting or maybe it's the way he died which I think quite ridiculous that spoiled the experience for me. The main actor looks like Danny. Ahahahahaha. And he acted pretty well la. It's the sub character that I felt a bit weird. But both their posters are nice lor. Wahyu's work, "The Toilet" I watched the prescreening one before. Then the final cut they did some adjustment and it was better. Not because he's my friend or anything but I think it's the best out of the three la. Although too much conversation in the same place. But anyway... still really good job from MM71 class.

Anyway, I had an interview with Bryan from Arachnid and Carey from Immerse on Wednesday. I was the last one to be interviewed. Was a bit nervous but not too much. Thanks to everyone who prayed for us. And yea, Sel and I went one corner to pray for everyone la. That totally calmed me down. The interview went really well. There were constructive feedbacks from the interviewer. They were really really nice. Initially, before the interview, I wasn't looking forward to work with Arachnid if they are hiring. Cos' the agency is the top agency in Malaysia. It will be so stressful to start working there. o.O! And sammo, from the name and status, I feel that they are so unapproachable. ahahahha. But after the interview, I kinda shed that feeling off. They are really friendly. To be honest, if I get a chance to work with either of them, I will. But I am glad that the interview went well. Thank God for it. :)

And then, on Thursday, I got a call from TOA reception. I was so drowsy and sickish I spounded like a horse with my sore throat. The girl said I am invited to attend a function for some outstanding student award thing. I thought it was the work that I've submitted for TOA Student Award. SO I went to school to collect the invitiation letter. Turned out I was chosen to receive award for Year 2 Top Student thing. I have no idea there was such thing but again, I really want to thank God for his grace and blessing. And also I want to thank my parents for giving me the chance to study the course that I want. :)

You know, the ubat that I took for the cough... Really like alcohol. I felt so floaty when I drank the cough syrup. Oh my goodness... I tell yoouuuu.... Even on the bed, I felt so unfocmfortable cos I felt like I was not on the bed but floating in the air... And I can't speak properly with proper voice. So drowsy. =.=! but fever gone d. Thank you guys for praying for me and my bro.

Anyway... Tanyus, Wahyu, Dee and I had a very gila conversation in MSN that day. It started with zombie dancing dispute and suddenly I went into Power Ranger talk. =.=! And suddenly we have a weird role-playing chatting session....

Cast:
Wong Chen Li as Power Ranger, Anakin Skywalker Wong/Luke Skywalker, Keanu Reeves, Jayus Bond, Rorschach
Tengku Diana Karanina as Kononnya Obi Wan, Jajabinks, Nudist Yoda, Shitshifter
Tanyus Indrayani as Mother, Father, DARTH VADER (not DARTH vADER), Agent Smith, Tesper Lynd
Director+special appearance as Princess Leia:
Wahyu Nugraha Amri


GOGO POWER RANGERS!!!
??..0.o??...
*SND EFFECTS* PUISSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH~! fIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
AQ LAH POWER RANGER YANG SEBENAR BENARNYA!
MARILAH MELAWANI AQ!!!
*POSE*
*CLICK CLICK* AMBIK GAMBAR AQ YANG PENUH GAYA SEKALI
o.0?...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_W0H1V7e7g see??? zombies are dancing!!!
and no chen, you're not the real power rangers
because....
actually..
I'M YOUR MOTHER!!!!

------------------ STAR WARS-------------------------------

o.O! NO! I AM THE TRUE JEDI! YOU ARE NOT MY FATHERRRRRRRRRRRR
she said mother not father..0.o?...
i DON'T LIKE YOU RAPPING WAHYU! DON'T THINK YOU ARE AKON~!
hah??...what??..i dont get it0.o?...
akon sucks...
Hi, my name is ... chop...got nice song. I wanna dance d
I'M DARTH VADER AND YOU'RE SKYWALKER!!! MY SON!!!
hmm..i tink u mistaken me with somebody else la...im not ur son~
HELLO! YOU ARE DARTH VADER...I AM ANAKIN SKYWALKER WONG..NOT ANAKIN SKYWALKER BIN VADER OK?
HE IS YOUR DAUGHTER!!!! *menuding jari ke arah wahyury*
...
YOURE LEIA???? OH LEIA!!!! MY DAUGHTER!!!!
OIH vader! Buta ker??
Namanya wahyury!
and why vader so gay suddenly!
who whoo??0.o???...
wow..ur rapping againwahyury.... Hoo Hoo~!
you! You!


omg..i just read afew sentences and im laughing already
hahaa...im not so into rap music ok...their musics are sucks
shadap you woman!
you're my daughter!
OHH LEIAAAAAAAAA
LUKEEEEEEEEEE
??? @.@
ehh aunty u mabuk isit
OBI WAN! don't you try to separate me (vader) from my son and daughter!
DARTH vADER...ur an aunty!!!???
I AM NOT YOUR SON!
obi wan??? O.o
I'm not DARTH vADER!
Master!
I'M DARTH VADER!
no, u are DARTH vADER
im not obi wan ok! me jajabinks
don't you try to trick me!
You monster!! *menuding jari ke arah jajabinks*
even thought you use jajabinks as disguise, I'm know inside you're still obi wan!
you very jahat...monsterists
**zips out of jajabink costume** u are wrong my child...yoda i am..
DARTH vADER, please don't make a sccene!
SEE WHAT YOU DID!!
YOU MADE YODA STRIPS!
??0.o
I KNOW IT!
I KNEW IT!
I KNOW THAT YODA IS A NUDIST!
DARTHvADER IS A PERVERT!
pervest is vader!
*pervert
yoda is nudist!
DARTH vADER IS PERVERT!
DARTH VADER!
I SHALL NOT TOLERATE THIS ANYMORE!
RACIST IS LEIA
YES? DID YOU CALL FOR ME DARTH vADER?
....
I'M DARTH VADER!
nudist is yoda!
IMPOSTER!
YOU IMPOSTER!
SAMMO A PERVERT IMPOSTER!
I'M THE REAL ONE!
KISS MY ASS YOU WILL
YOU'RE MY SON!
WHO?
SEE!@
YOU'RE YODA!
I KNEW IT!
YOUR ASS HAS A BIRTHMARK
IT SAYS....
R2D2!
YOU ARE A ROBOT!
0.0
WHY DO YOU ACT AS R2DR "WHY"
**eh wahyu whats tht other robot called??**
C3PO
*commercial break?*
cepo???
cheapo
ahhaha
AHAHAHAHAH
ha?..u talking to me?..
LOLOLOLOL
HAHAHAHA
hahahhaa
omg...
AHAHHAHAA
sakit perut maaan...
this is so Toopid!
totally break the flow man
hahhaa..but its correct rite
temang toopid
tat twy to
to toopid
bodooooo
tahyu tah tay theapo

----------- MISSION IMPOSSIBLE + JAMES BOND----------------------

I KNEW IT!
DEE IS A SPY!
hahaha u knew everythinglahh ok xD
*shucks..mission impossible scenes*
why nobody notices that she's keep changing form?
She's SHIT!
because im a shapeshifter
SHIT!
from different holes diferent shape!
u r SHITSHIFTER
yes, short form of shapeshifter is, shit. -.-'
this is dangerous
I shall report to..... M
whos M?
My name is Bond... Jayus Bond
*winks*
jayus??.. xD
**pew pew...pew pew**
*wahyury pengsan*
apa inii??...
is that ur gun's sound?
. .. yeah
doesn't sound scary lae
hahaa
i follow jayus bond mah
Follow Me
*follow me songs*
Gunalah, shampoo Follow Me!
....and I'M!!! TESPER LYND!
You are Tempe
...I'm a tempe spy!
tempe cepat dimasak, sedap dimakan
itu maggi mee you terrible ello
I'm must kill jayus bond to get my TEMPE FACTORY back!

------------------ THE MATRIX + HERO-------------------------------

Kill me.... kill the world
bah! I will not save the world
My name is...Keanu Reeves
eee....nEo~! @.@
neo??
NEO is my middle name
I'm... agent SMITH'
ne-yo
my real name is.... NE-O
ne-yo is her real name
Nescafe-O is the long name
no... save me save the world
*so sick of love song, so sick~*
HERO!

------------------MARITEZ ANIMATION-------------------------------

Here I am...m name is MARITEZ
is the kamehra ooon
I think batman is gayyy

------------------ WATCHMEN-------------------------------

I heard a joke once
*face ink changed shape*
A man went to the doctor...
*ace change ink again*

------------------ BEHIND THE SCENES-------------------------------

I forgot my line director
=.="...CUT~!
Boss...sorry laaa
this Random Movie a bit hard laaaa
so many diferent movie lines
FOCUS FOCUSS
OMG...u made me choke the chocolate milk almost went up my nose~!!
AHAHAHA
u want to waste my tape isit?!...
HAHAHAH..kasian dee xD
alamak bos...masking tape only whaat
dats why
HAHHAHAHA
hehehee...sstt..dot make it sounded so cheap lahh dee... xp
this is cheap wat!
onli 3 actors!!
4 crews!
and u have to make special appearance
CHEAPO wat!
no~!im the only one crew
special appearance as what?

CHEAPO MOVIE! coming out in december!

Oh.. The random-ness. I will miss them when we graduate nanti. Sigh~

-chen-
[10.41AM]

The nice feeling you get in your dreams...

Date : 16th March 2009
Time : 12.11AM
Where : Room - MC
Listening to : How will I say I love you? - Light&Easy Swing Time

You know how sometimes you dream about some beautiful place and you have this kind of nice feeling deep inside your heart. Hmmm... I got it most of the time. And I always assume that it will only occur in those dreams but I kinda discover that nice feeling on my birthday. When I was taking over the wheel from my dad, driving from lunch to Alor Gajah toll. It was a sunny day and we were heading back to KL. Hmmmm... It was a great day and I feel really nice inside. Pretty dreamy. Anyway, I can't update on my birthday yet. Too busy. But thank you everyone for your birthday wishes. :) Will update soon.

-chen-
[12.15AM]

I....can....make...it....

Date : 4th March 2009
Time : 8.14PM
Listening to : Wilbur Pan
Where : Room - MC

I....can....make...it.... Wooo~ Wooo~ So much assignment sial. But I finally forced myself to finish MGC's invitation card. Won't post it up yet till the design's confirmed. MY DOVE LOOKS LIKE A DUCK CUM CHICKEN CUM PENGUIN~! Total fail man... Ahahahha... Aduhai. It ws quite by accident that I worked with that style. After I finished, it was already 3AM and I sent messages to some peeps in the church to ask them spread the word around and take a look. Andy said I really freakin nerd lah. 3AM still awake. And Shaun said what an odd hour to send sms. 3AM?? No choice la dey...

This term had been a crazy term for me la yea. I mean really crazy. So MUCH group works. Notice it's MUCH not MANY sebab the assignments memang tak terkira. Woo~! Tolong! Tolong! I don't know where to start la. And sammo for Wai Khong's class, I have a whole lot of manual work to do. Finished Art revisited. Half excited, half worried. Given the time I have, I really don't know if I can make it or not. So MGC-ians~! Pray for me yea. Fuh.

Anyway, Mondays a holiday. So will be going back this weekend. Looks like I have to put Sathom's and my birthday's plan on hold. Actually...we got no plan also. Just going out for dinner with some friends. =.=! So fast 3 years d la. After this year, everyone will be scattered all over the place. Today I had lunch with Sathom and we did some catching up. Was quite fun. He actually told me how many categories of girls there are in Sunway. =.=! And I lost my card! I left it ith the library attendant. But he said it's not there~! WTHeck right?? Why would anyone wanna take my card? Cantik sangat ker muka aku? AHAHAHAHA!

kla...I gtg eat dinner d. Then get supplies for WK's class. Nite!

-chen-
[8.23PM]

Emo girl in the lift

Date : 12th February 2009
Time : 4.20PM
Listening to : A lot of people typing
Where : Video Lab - TOA

I was waiting for the lift at my apartment from the 3rd floor.

*Lift light blinks*

Muffled but pretty loud, a girl was crying and yelling inside the lift.

*Lift's door open*

A girl was very near the entrance and crying. Threw tantrums I guess. The boyfriend seemed at loss. The girl exited and cried like this... "Huh...Huh..Huh...". I was like this.... o.O!! Boyfriend looked at me and I entered the lift. He went out to the girlfriend who was still going "Huh...Huh..Huh..."

*Lift closes*

Thought to myself, "Ridiculous... Making such a scene in a public area."

Okay, so the lift may be considered private space for some. But I think some girls really lebih wanna menangis here and there so emo-ly and fight out of their home. My goodness. Fight somewhere else. It made me a bit uncomfy btw. Sigh. I hope I won't end up lidddat.

The lab is fulled of different terms punya people. I'm the only one from my class here. The rest scattered dunnoe go where d. Just finished discussion for Game Art and Planning. Yesterday night was horrible. MSN discussion went awry. So much confusion and frustration. I thought I might die nosebleeding. But everything went well today. Thank God.

Thank God for the 2.70 ringgit punya taxi. He answers prayers. This I am sure. Thank you Lord!

-chen-
[4.28PM]

Speaking faster than my brain

Date : 10th February 2009
Time : 12.41PM
Listening to - I'll be there for you - Bon Jovi
Where : Bro's Room - MC

I was impatient. No, I still am impatient. It varies from day to day. If only I will just quiet myself down and wait on God. And if only I speak slower than my mind. I'll get into lesser trouble. =.=! No trouble for now but if I don't learn to be more patient now, I will. Fuh. Sudden realization after some sort of a brief reflection. Perhaps it was something I read. Dunnoe what triggered this.

Yesterday hung out with Yen and Adrian at Pak Putra. That roti tissue two ply one. Lol. It was just a random outing since the movie plan didn't work out. No movies worth watching. Quite a laughable night. I spoke faster than my brain. I wanted to say The Curious Case of Benjamin Button but I went...

"Benjamin Button......(pause)... case of... (pause)...curious..."

We went o.0! for a while before bursting into laughter. It was so weird. Yen said it sounded like a mystery movie now and Adrian said I totally changed the title. NOT intentional. I just can't handle the impulse anymore. It's so random and fast. I can't control it. It can get pretty frustrating. I don't know what I was trying to say sometimes and in the end I just give up on that topic or sentence. Bah!

I am still stuck with assignment.

-chen-
[12.51PM]

Had an argument with Wahyu

Date : 5th February 2009
Time : 5.40AM
Listening to : Qi Chuang - Victor Wong
Where : Room - MC

Yes yes... It's so "early" in the morning an i am still awake. was doing discussion with wahyu the whole night via MSN and sharing each other's character design. And then we got into an argument. The reason started because of this...


Wahyu : Blue
Me : Orange

hahahaha
eh this character can be the bad one lah..mybe like boss fight..
lol, whyyyy
he is goood
don't make him sinnnnnn
cus i can see evil in his eyes.. x|
It's the smileeeeeeeeeee
ya and evilish smile... x|
the eyes all the same
alamak..my characters annot smile la
smile d become evil
hahaha...the others can see good in them lah...but this one different..
it's the smileeeeeeeeeeeeee
or mybe bcus of his standing pose 0.o?...
ahahahahah
the rest lembik
its like saying "what u want?!shoo~!".... x|
more like, "Hehehe...what... wanna fight. Come la!"
hahaa
see u also can see evil on his eyes...n smile....
lololol
hahahaa
n some more..the clothes his wearing...
he just got out from jail...
black n white strip...
weiiiiiiiiiiii
he's not out of penjara okkk
hahaha.... ^^;;
no good u
he's innocent
hahahaha...sorry la....i just first met him...duno him yet.. ^^;
get to noe him
he's a good guy cursed with the evil smile
hahahahahahahahaaa xD
got the evil smile curse sum more...hahaa
lol... yeala.must justify his smile
ok then how u gona explain about his jail t shirt?
ey...he buy from pasar malam la!
got sales mah!
for halloween costumes
ooooo..i see....
now u noeee
y u so full of suspicion!
n what about the thing on his head??..i know hes hiding his horn rite??..cover with a socks...hha~! i knew it!..
WAHLAO!
where got!
dats natural okkk!
AHAHAHAHAHA
y u liddat!
i dont know.. xD
sorry2... ^^;;;;
No no! cannot forgive!
AAHAHAHAHAHAHAA...

........................... Adakah patut he said my character like that???

-chen-
[5.51AM]

The Oldies Hunks...

Date : 18th January 2008
Time : 12.28AM
Listening to : Next Time I Fall - Peter Cetera & Amy Grant
Where : Room - MC

Suddenly feel like writing. Not gonna update pasal our shopping trip and staying over at Dee's place stuff yet. I am completely drowned in the oldies fever right now. Sometimes I wished I was born in the 50's or something so that I made it in time just for the 6o's and 70's. Who knows I might just meet hunks that can sing like Peter Cetera or the lead from Breath. And I will leave happily ever after. Sigh~! And imagine the songs that they will sing to me man. It will make my heart flutter like crazy. Even their fashion in the 60's and 70's will make me melt.

WHY LAR I WAS BORN IN 1986~!?!

Aduhai...sedihnyer diriku ini. Thank God I was born a Pieces. At least I am good at imagining and dreaming stuff. There was once I told Yen that I wish I was in the 60's and 70's. And then all my world will be in sepia colour. Then she turned and looked at me like this ---> =.-! Then she said, "It's the photographs that made them sepia la!". I know... sajer. But I wish things are like how it was. I think life would be so nice then. Somehow I am under the impression that the 50's=70's are more tranquil padahal wars were raging. =.=!

I think I am better off staying in Cameron Highlands. Don't ask why. That's probably my fav. place in Malaysia. Freakin awesome to be up there. No shopping malls. ^^Y... Gah... Never mind me... I am just being random. Gotta go off. Have to wake up early for worship. CNY coming, can't wait to go home for reunion.

Next Time I Fall in Love

(By : Peter Cetera & Amy Grant)

Love like a road that never ends
How it leads me back again
To heartache
Ill never understand
Darling I put my heart up on a shelf
till the moment was right and I told myself
Next time I fall in love
Ill know better what to do
Next time I fall in love
Ooo ooo ooo ooo ooo ooo
The next time I fall in love
The next time I fall in love
It will be with you

Now as I look into your eyes
Well I wonder if its wise
To hold you
Like Ive wanted to before
Tonight ooo I was thinking that you might
Be the one who breathes life in this heart of mine

Next time I fall in love
Ill know better what to do
Next time I fall in love
Ooo ooo ooo
The next time I fall in love
The next time I fall in love
(it will be with you)

Next time Im gonna follow through
And if it drives me crazy
I will know better why
The next time I try

Next time I fall in love
Ill know better what to do
Next time I fall in love
Ooo ooo ooo
The next time I fall in love
The next time I fall in love

-chen-
[12.51AM]

Cicak and a difficult girl

Date : 8th January 2008
Time : 11.32AM
Listening to : I will be here - Steven Curtis Chapman
Where : Room - MC

Just came back from Pudu half hour ago. Yi Kwan came over and bunked in with me yesterday night. Her bus left at 10AM this morning. Accompanied her to Pudu Bus Station cos I needed to get my bus tickets home for CNY. Thank God there were tickets. In fact, there's a alot of tickets cos only Transnasional started selling CNY season tickets. The rest have to wait till next week. I prefer KKKL actually but Transnasional isn't that bad. After I bought the ticets, I stopped by Pasar Seni. And dang... I bought 5 wrapping papers. Shucks. Just the other day I organized and rolled the papers together to save space. I have like 4 big rolls. Each contained around 20++ papers. 0.o! At home got sammo a little bit. Some were at Selvia's home. My kambing biri-biri one. =.=!

Okay... and don't tell me it's normal blablabla... Obsession of a paper freak. Hard to understand. LOL.

And I used to tell people who said they're afraid of cicak, "Alaaa..cicak only ma. I'm okay with it. In fact I had one black cicak pet at home once. The unofficial one that committed suicide by jumping off the cabinet. It didn't die but fainted for half hour or so. I'm okay one...". The black cicak thingy was true ok. My mom hated it. It stayed in the kitchen. And it's not exactly MY pet. Just for the fun of it. But yesterday when I found one big cicak at my wall... I wen EWWWW... And it climbed to my BEAUTIFUL, CLEAN, WHITE sheer curtain~! Crap. And I realized I am pretty grossed out by them. Look at their feet maaaaaaan. And they are so rubbery. Yerrrrr...


But still, I rather face 100 lizards than 10 roaches. =.=! Anyway, yesterday I was pretty hyper and agitated. In fact, I sinned more with my lips by complaining about that particular person that I don't even know well. If she's not that pretentious and materialistic, I think we would have gotten along well enough to sit in the same room. And there I was, getting all those news and how silly and blinded my good friend had become. I was so pissed off. So easily succumbed to her tears and I was so irritated cos' you can't even see what she's doing and how she sounded like over the freakin phone. And you know what, a girl that is so FULL of suspicion, one of these days, I don't think I'll be able to be in the same country as you and escape being speculated on wanting to cheat with you. And what, now we can't even chat anymore. Freak. Whatever man. Forget it. As far as I'm concerned, she can speculate and pretend like she's not and how she's a victim all she wants. I don't care. And if you out of the blue suddenly talks to me about this, we might just get into a fight. You defending her and I against her. And don't you even think jealousy as one of the factor. It never was and never will. I am just plain irritated that you don't even know how to differentiate the right things to do and the wrong things to do. I totally understand why we wouldn't be able to be such close friends anymore. I do. I stayed away after your attachment. But seriously man, take a step back and just relax. Gosh. Perhaps a few years from now we'll be able to talk properly face to face. Right now, forget it. I am tired of her freakin insecurities. She can be the victim and I be the villain. I don't care.

Okay, this probably will be my last post regarding this friend of mine. I know I know...So sudden that I rant about this right. Just that yesterday another friend and I had a talk about this issue. Perrr... Buat hal jer. I think I made it clear that platonic friendship is hard when one party is attached. And we should always know when to step back. Remain friends but respect the significant other. So there's no hard feeling or whatsoever. Crap. She has to be sooooooooo difficult. Why LAR?!?!! Wasting my breath.

-chen-
[12.24PM]

Sigh... Malaysia public transport

Date : 8th December 2008
Time : 3.45PM
Listening to : My own typing
Where : Room - MC

Just got back from Pudu. Sigh... Was drizzling all the way. The bus driver was so rude. And today I saw the news and AGAIN, reckless driving that caused the bus to overturn and killed the passengers. What is wrong with them. As a bus driver, they are carrying lives you know. How can they be so reckless? Imagine that's your family members. Goodness... What is wrong with them??? Aaaarghhh!!!

Then today in the KTM. I wanted to rant about this every time I take the train. The guy who annouces the station is so freakin annoying. He can't even speak properly and it was like a foreign language. You expect people to change train from Pelabuhan Klang to Seremban when you speak like that?? What is wrong with them??

And I don't get it. What's with people who are against Christianity? I really don't get it. Seriously. What's with the mocking and stuff. I mean come on..... what's with making fun of Christianity and stuff. I don't make fun of you being Godless. I found my faith in Jesus and if you cannot understand that, I do not blame you. But stop making fun of it. It's never nice. You think it's easy for me to see you so unbelieving? And do you think I will be this patient with him if it's not because of God and because of you? Sigh...

Just out of curiosity for those who reads. How come believing in Evolution (which automatically makes our ancestors an ape) is easier compared to Creationism (believing that God created us)? Don't answer it if it's too sensitive. Leave comments in the comment box. Thanks.

Anyway, Jackie could walk already. But not long. At least he's making some progress. K, gtg. Bye.

-chen-
[4.04PM]

Roller coaster of illnesses...

Date : 28th November 2008
Time : 8.44PM
Listening to : Zafri saying, "Eating now??0.o"
Where : Room - MC

Aaaarghhhhhhhhh... exactly one week ago I fell "kinda" sick. By Monday, I was really really sick. Now, a week later, I am "semi-sick". Sick whenever I woke up. Okay in the afternoon and health bar took a dive by evening to night. It's pretty annoying considering the amount of assignments that I still have. Figuring out the logic of my ADM game now. And I feel a bit out of touch with it after a week. But I guess it'll be alright. I hope.

Motion Graphic. SIgh sigh sigh sigh.... Pretty crappy work from me. 3D gonna kill my computer also. I think MGD and 3D are as good as married to each other. They are out here to bring my laptop down. T_T

I got no time to update further. Gtg!

-chen-
[8.50PM]